nothing's simple anymore around the house. war's been declared. conflict of ideology makes it unsafe to be involved in any conversation. avoiding is not an option, but to silently listen is near impossible. everyone becomes a target to convert, to try and understand that the world is governed by some 9-part rule. you will understand only if you are deemed intelligent enough. you will listen and want to know more if you have not been brainwashed by western culture. enduring for the past week, hoping the zeal will die down, but no, it was sparked by nail polish. seriously, i cant even scream to show my frustration.

like some kind of fanatic, or mad genius, its already reached a state where the future looks bleak. 我和你的眼中，看见了不同的天空。 need a job now more than ever, for money, to make myself useful, for a chance to get out of the house.

and somehow, i've seemed to have injured my elbow and knee. both cant straighten or bend properly without feeling weird.